MY MEMORIES
Thursday, August 9, 2007
i wish i didnt had feelings for my heart really. heartaches for life. when will i really feel cheerful? life and death doesnt seems to be any important to me. life is now only a game to me. i thought having a fren like u can help me much. yet in end. u've worsen my feelings . Lord Satan . numb my heart for who i am. i neither wan to live nor die. its painful. Ur pushing me to be satanic. tears are nothing to me now, its common to be seen in me or around me. u may feel that im a nuisance but life seems hard to live cheerfully. i dun wanna live but i cant promise myself if i die, will i be living the next life i have? like now ? wad do u think can bring fun to my life ? it will never be love again .Labels: as time comes right., I will suicide one day
``Adalricus ; Thursday, August 09, 2007
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